Is time count down to end month of November
that means my final is near around to me...
but study mood still so moody
Assignment still have to rush but really no mood to do so,
I apologize to my group mate, even my idea also not so useful in my assignment...
but i will get my best to take it finish...
what the fucking on me!!!!
Totally lost of all direction, I just can said that..
I ALREADY LOST MY SELF IN MY WORLD~~~
Lately i received many of my friends will go SINGAPORE work soon
actually i also got to go soon...
This is my future when I think about it...
should turn right, turn left or straight go..
should turn right, turn left or straight go..
mostly straight go i not suitable for me anymore...
cos i not plan to take degree course in KL
cos i not plan to take degree course in KL
some-more my DIPLOMA course can graduate smoothly, I also blur like "sotong"(copy from my MIS lecturer)
but I already decide, can graduate or not
I also wont continue in my study
cos i found that, i already lose den other same age with me..
some more my dad already old, and i dun hope he over state work anymore
because need to pay money for my course and my pocket money
MY dad work to let me get comfortable life
is time to turn get comfortable life to my dad and my mom...
By the way, I will finish in my following 2 more semester
Lately I saw many of ppl graduate pictures
I jealous them, can get graduate
at there moment I know that the time is fright to me every day, every hours, every minutes even every second
I dun wan to waste my time anymore and i notice that I cant earn back my previous time
for now I just can use my time carefully
Recently my friends and I went to cinema watch a movie, quite meaningful
this talk about ours secondly school life
“那些年 我们一起追的女孩”
Inside the female actor so beauty and sweet
but when I saw she, I think back about "HER"
because when I saw the female actor picture, look similar....
but when I think back HER, I not feel so sad anymore
a bit sure have, cos I really cant fully forget HER...
maybe when we meet at sheet, I think I will no dare to face with HER
not I do some wrong things to HER, is I dun noe want how to start the conversation
maybe u will said “男孩子 大方点啦” this problem not kind of boy...is personal problem
actually is my problem!!!!!
And my relative and my friends ask me, why dun find a gf
u study at kampar, sure got a lot of girl to pick
I wish said that "FUCK YOU",
yes, I study at kampar but must find gf at here...some more I still wish I'm single until end of my study only start to find my partner
my thinking if I get gf here, but when I decide go work how about gf
need break up or she follow me go same place with me..???
If I can meet a girl same think with me, that is not a problem
If I can meet a girl same think with me, that is not a problem
if now in a relationship but when I go work need break up with that girl
I really cant do that, to hurt that girl so I decide to single at this moment.
although when I saw couple in front of me, I admit that I really so jealous them
Especially my gang around me...but I not same with them....
So if u read my blog, and nx time do not try to ask my about "y dun find a gf at here"
I really dun wan ans this kind of bored question
even I got my opinion....
THANK YOU!!!!
This is the movie theme song I talk about above
so nice...
enjoy this song as enjoy my blog too....
so nice...
enjoy this song as enjoy my blog too....
